Hai for you guys! It's been a year and more I made this blog. Haha, sorry I'm not really active in blogging to be honest! It looks kinda weird if you noticed how my writing style is, because I made this in my phone. Mom's laptop can't touch for a while because I used it for reading manga lol. So, the topic tells you everything. For your information, couple days ago, it was the day when batch 01 getting their SPM result, I'm included. So, I was getting my result and it was like I expected. Either it was the best shot I could do or the worst crap I made for a whole year.
That time, I noticed that my teacher who taught me language (Malay language) kinda dissapointed with my result. Because I couldn't get A for her subject. It wasn't really bad, I got B+ for it, but close enough perhaps in getting A-. I was devastated but I knew I couldn't express it, at least not in front of people. So I wore a fake smile on my face, showing it to everyone. Including my close friends. I was hurt because of my result but I more hurt when knowing my fault from the beginning. I also thought that my close friends didn't really want to talk with me much when seeing my result. Perhaps, actually I'm scared of being alone. Like old days.
I was heavily depressed these days including right now. I'm writing because I don't want to bother my friends with my problems. I wish I could write more but there's things that I can't express with words. I'm glad that you guys reading it, thank you so much. Even though for others, it looks like kinda boring, but for me, this is how I express feelings, by writing. I wish I could write more about many things in my life, and sharing it with you guys.
Thanks for reading and I hope you will have a great day today! 🤧💕
That time, I noticed that my teacher who taught me language (Malay language) kinda dissapointed with my result. Because I couldn't get A for her subject. It wasn't really bad, I got B+ for it, but close enough perhaps in getting A-. I was devastated but I knew I couldn't express it, at least not in front of people. So I wore a fake smile on my face, showing it to everyone. Including my close friends. I was hurt because of my result but I more hurt when knowing my fault from the beginning. I also thought that my close friends didn't really want to talk with me much when seeing my result. Perhaps, actually I'm scared of being alone. Like old days.
I was heavily depressed these days including right now. I'm writing because I don't want to bother my friends with my problems. I wish I could write more but there's things that I can't express with words. I'm glad that you guys reading it, thank you so much. Even though for others, it looks like kinda boring, but for me, this is how I express feelings, by writing. I wish I could write more about many things in my life, and sharing it with you guys.
Thanks for reading and I hope you will have a great day today! 🤧💕
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